中文版混乱。

今天最后一门考试，比较惨烈。
今天帮莹璨努力买了数次机票，未果。
今天晚上冲刺清理房间，还剩好多。
今天腰好疼，今天头好晕，今天没精神，今天太TM不美好了。
刚看见大巴的好友新鲜事史无前例的更新了，并且是一更更了十几篇。我都想看。现在已经大半夜12点了，又困又累又抑郁。
今天，刚刚比较圆润的离开了我，午夜已过，希望明天会正常些。
发现自己好久没贴照片了。明天想要去扫街取材，如果有时间的话。

安。

Sigh

Was thinking about the patriotism and reading some articles about it.

Lots of young people dislike gcd indeed, meanwhile they r very patriotic, we do love our country very much. gcd wants to make them same thing which is rediculous.

But, in another hand, even g has been very stupid and despotic, our country is fine, so far. It has a lot of problems and social contradictions yes but we have to say it is  developing. At some point, it's growing stronger.

It is a huge country afterall, not everyone can do g's work. so shall we just calm down and be more liberal?

I love my country.

I remain neutral.

I'm officially an apple-head.

There was a knock on my door, around quarter past seven in the evening.

Thought it was Allan, an neighbour of mine. So i opened the door. Turns out it was not him, was a stranger.

the guy asked me, is xxx there? i was confused coz i live along. naturally i told him sorry i live along. then he said this is a wrong address and gone.

Closed the door i realized that i just told a stranger i live along. I'm already feeling insecure enough but i told i guy i've never seen  i live along.

How stupid i am uh?

Anyway, i'm moving in 2 days. hope everything will be ok and i just decide to bring my main laptop with me to the exam at school tomorrow. and cross my fingers for myself with the exam 2morrow. it's gonna be tough. Marketing. So i better go study.

Chaos.

I was busy recently. have to move and prepare for the exams. the worse thing is i can't concentrate on these two things. played wow and wrote some blogs instead of arranging my things and studying.

The exam is on Monday, still have a lot of chapters to read.

but this morning, early morning, Alex and Wang came to my place to help me with the heavy stuff such as tables and the couch. So now at least my room has only smaller n lighter things left.

Going back home to see mom and Manne in 1 week, can't wait. Although i know it's bad for me to see him, can't get rid of him from my mind, it makes me lonely. can't find a new guy with him in my mind. But i'm always bad at self-control.

Also, haven't been to any party in about 3 months, think i'm even getting a bit autistic... Ah i hate kolding. Such a boring place.

The first one.

I actually have an active blog that i almost update it every day. The reason that i opened an account here is the so called "freedom of speech" in that country really pissed my off, that shitty government for some fucking reason closed the blog service provider. And suddenly tens of thousands of people's blogs just disappeared.

i had my 2009 on that blog, lots of diarys and pics. so i think i might need another safer place at least to back up some important memories or write somethings that are not "harmonious" or too "sensitive".

my blog actually didn't have any damage after the rediculous thing, they didn't filtrate any "unharmonious" thing while a alot of people suffered from that. but i just don't like this, u can't find anything against the government on the internet, people are all very "satisfied" with the government. in our country, u can't visit facebook, twitter, and a huge part of youtube videos, also, the r pushing Google out of the country.